Juz hurt..

I wished I Nv ran.. Wen I ran, all chaos came to leave a trail behind me.. I'm sorry tt I hurt u.. I didn't mean to.. Juz tt I was scared.. So scared tt I assumed tt u disappeared.. All these 6 yrs, u still came to find me.. Every single year.. Juz to tell me tt u cared.. But Todae.. Sth changed..

Now I'm scared again.. Dere is no one to hold me.. To tell me tt everything is fine even wen It'z not..

I hurt Bcoz I ran away.. N gotten hurt as well wen I denied myself from u.. I'm sorry..

I am sorry tt I hurt u in tt process..

I wished tt I had Nv ran away..

I am hurting now..

I Nv told anyone how much I really cared..

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my onli prayer..

lord help me wher i'm weak.. support me wher i'm strong.. make me put u first so tt i can love u more.. give me a man who fears n loves u, so tt he can love my family n me like i'd do for him..

hurt enough..

I've had it.. I have enough of hurts already..

No more this or that..

I'm trusting God to give me this last chance to make things right..

No more atheists or unequally yoked rs..

I am drained n tired..

I can no longer rely on my own strength to carry on..

Trusting God to give me a God-fearing man to be my Hosea..

I really miss having one at my side.. God knows I need one now..

It is my resolution..

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it hurts..

It hurts to noe wen he goes behind ur back to meet gals wen he already promised not to..

Wen I saw tt msg on da main chat.. Tt trust has somehow broken..

How can u Juz ask females onli wen dere r ao many guys around??

U said u Will be serious wif me.. But r u really bein serious wif me??

How many times muz I be hurt by u??

U think tt I Tot tt u r Juz joking onli..

How much do noe Wat I know of u??

I had always remembered ur promises tt u promised me on tt first day we dated n talked serious in tt mt Faber garden..

How much was tt tt u really mean Wat u say n how much was Juz empty promises lik da other guyz made to me???

How much was tt was honestly made to me??

I'm upset n confused..

Can I trust u at all??

My heart hurts.. How much can u ever heal my heartache??

Juz prove tt u can pls?? I dun wanna suffer anymore..

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betrayals..

I hate it.. So many.. Yet it still happens.. Y can't tt stop?? I can onli wish but it doesn't stop hurting..

I'm afraid..

Tt u Will go round my back n betray me.. I can't really hold myself up for long.. I'm failing..

Stay wif me n show me tt I mean everything to u.. I hate bein ignored.. I hate bein toyed wif..

I hate bein shoved down..

My heart hurts wen I see signs tt u dun want me.. Prove it to me tt u do love me..

Mean Wat u say wen u promise me anything..

Tell me a logical reason as to why u can't fulfill at any one time..

I can't take another hurt again otherwise I'll run away n fade off..

I onli want ur love n attention..

I dun wanna cry anymore.. It hurts..

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I wanna run away..

My heart hurts.. I feel as though I had been lied to.. It hurts to know how much damage had been done..
He doesn't know how different I am from anyone..

All of us r complex as it is..

Da way it was said n done.. Made me sound like a hypocrite as well..

He doesn't understand da way I see things differently..

Who can ever fathom me??

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