i'm tired...

da wishings doesn't stop..

yet i haf no choice but to live wif it..

how was it tt to start a fresh n still hopin things would go back to normal..

yet tt person doesnt seem to care at all..

it juz aint fair.. i miss da things tt i once held dear to my heart..

tt was before i............

no.. now there is no shoulder for me to cry on.. i hafta go back bein da ice queen who will nv cry no matter how much it hurts...

da irony of it all is tt da ice queen will always bear da mark of da pain bearer; no matter wher she goes, she will shoulder da pain alone..

tt is me now..

da ice queen..

unless tt person shows up n comes to be da sunshine to melt away da ice in me n retreive n heal my heart.. den maybe i will den believe tt dere is hope which is very real n much alive..

my onli wish is tt.. wher my heart is.. ive lost it.. find it for me n i will love u for it.. onli den can i be whole again..